Kristen. OH. 22. Gaaay. ๐โฎ๏ธ โYouโre not killing time, time is killing youโ ๐โฑ๐
I want to take back the way I looked at you, even at your lowest. I want to take back the “I love you”s and the “I miss you”s. I want to take back the way I treated you, and treat you the same way I was being treated. I want to take back the secrets, the smiles, and all the laughter. I want to take back the way I stood up for you no matter who I lost. I want to take back the way I reacted when people told me you were no good, I now see they were right. I want to take back the cuddles and the kisses, and give them to someone who deserves them. I want to take back the time and energy that I desperately needed to save for myself but gave to you anyways. I want to take away the jokes and the giggles, you didn’t deserve them. I want to take away the thought of you having my naked body melting in your hands. I want to take away the fact that my heart will never be the same.
But what I CAN take away, is me from you and the love you once had.